New Videos Uploaded

So I just uploaded some new videos to my YouTube and you all should check them out!

I know the editing is really crappy but hey I’m new to this.

You can expect much better things to come when I have started fall quarter.

I LOVE ANIME

ANNOYING DRIVERS

I would love it if you would check them out, rate them, leave comments.

Peace and love <3

The Feets of Love

I wish you would talk to me. I wish you would just let me in. Please I am going insane not knowing what’s going through your head.

I love you. But I guess that doesn’t matter. I care about you but that doesn’t matter. I told you the truth. Please open the ways of communication.

We have traveled this road together for a year now. Don’t let all those happy memories and hard times count for nothing. Please, just talk to me.

I know you will never read this. But if me putting it here might help you talk to me then I will do it.

I love you with all my heart, mind, body and soul.

Just talk to me.

Migraine

OMG,  I have the biggest migraine in the world.

Upon awaking this morning I was blinded by the light from my window.

My next sensation was the urge to puke.

Then I laid there for an hour or so and I then finally got my ass out of bed so I could drive to the Pilot to get an energy drink because caffeine is usually a good help for me when I have a migraine. Then again I cannot swallow pills to save my life and those damn Excedrin are freaking HUGE!

I feel like smashing my head with a gigantic cinder block right now.

I keep feeling nauseous, on the verge of puking. No I am not pregnant. It’s just a freaking migraine.

AHHHHHH I feel like crap.

Ninjas and pirates are nothing compared to the samurai

So I just finished watching the rest of the Samurai 7 series. Fuck ninjas, fuck pirates, and fuck everything I wanna be a samurai! They are so much more bad ass than ninjas or pirates! Their honor and integrity are leagues better and  cooler than ninjas and pirates. Their blades can cut through robots for fucksake! How are ninja or pirates better than that?

Now I am watching Armageddon, I know I will cry. That’s the reason I am watching it. I am sad yet I cannot cry. It’s just like when me and Josh broke up. Days before I was sad, I saw it coming, yet I could not cry. I am an emotionless void. I can feel the end coming, and yet he wont just do it. I know what he is planning. Then  again I wonder if him staying with me would be any better. He will never trust me again, oh wait he never did. This limbo I am in is driving me insane. Either way the end wound will be unimaginable. I don’t know what to do.

Today on the ride home I imagined what it would be like to just break across the barrier on the freeway, to just be at peace. Finally no more worries. However I have too many responsibilities and my sadness is not important in comparison to my duty here on earth. What I need to accomplish before my parting is so much more important than my feelings and emotions.

Well overall life sucks but I must go.

Peace and Love <3

Samuri and pigbutt

So basically anime is the best form of animation ever! The Japanese really know how to write a deep cartoon. Also the basic characteristics of the whole genre just facinate me! The huge eyes and breasts combined with bounty hunters, vampires, robots, samuris, and school girls. Its just freaking awesome!

I just watched the first 4 episodes of Samuri 7 and I loved it!!! The muted yet brilliant colors are just genius.

My mom made me a pigbutt and chese hoagie a little bit ago, it was nice! It tasted amazing. But my tummys kind of upset so, er.

I’m really tired and I have to open tomorrow so alas I must cut this short. :[

<3 Peace and Love

I pulled out just in time

So the funniest thing happened tonight… We went over to a friend’s house, my lover and I, and I was chilling by the fireplace with my girl friend when my significant other came over. I was only half there, mainly spacing out and talking when out of the corner of my eye I see him come over. All of the sudden he kind of swoops down  on top of her! Then all pandemonium breaks out. My friend kind of jerks a little and AJ jumps up. “OMG, that’s not my girlfriend!!!” I swear it was absolutely hilarious!

The reason it was so funny was because I was aware of my surroundings but i didn’t exactly know what he was doing because he swooped so fast. It took me a few seconds to realize he tried to spoon her! Then he goes on to keep saying “I pulled out just in time!” He kept saying it and saying it!! That phrase just did not go with the situation. I think him saying that was probably one of the funniest parts of the whole story.

I have the weekend after this next off and I cannot wait! A whole weekend with no work and my honey, what could be better.

Peace and love until I write again. <3

Fresh Start

Me at the park

So the new school year is fast approaching and I am more excited than ever for it to start. The excitement is due to the fact that I start my animation/imaging classes this fall. I am kind of sad about it though because I will have to find a new job and I kind of like my job. Sometimes. I used to love it, but that time has passed. The only problem is that I will have to find a night/weekends job. Which really really sucks. Also the cost of this class is going to bankrupt me. Although the idea of getting a new job is amazing. I need it really bad. I plan on putting in my letter of when my last day I am available for scheduling sometime this week.

Me and my lover just celebrated our first year together and I couldn’t be happier! We have had our ups, our downs, and our in betweeens but I wouldn’t trade this last year for anything. My time spent with him is priceless.

Seeing as this is my first post on here you all probably don’t know of my love for blogging. I have never been the type to keep a diary, no matter how hard I try I can’t make my self write in them. I guess I just enjoy typing.

So in the past couple weeks I have started drawing anime. I gotta tell you I love it! I don’t think i am that good at it yet but I’m getting there. I just love that style of animation it just gets me. I have always loved cartoons the most out of all media.

I was thinking about attempting to get my poetry published but no one will go over it and read it for me. I do have a problem with rhyming. I cannot seem to write poetry that doesn’t rhyme. It just doesn’t come out of my head that way. I would like to learn to write in Iambic Pentameter. I love the way it flows.

Well my head is blocked that’s all I can get out right now.

Peace and love until I write again. <3